Duddu sorvosv nhoy ! (Money is not everything)
* Necio D’Souza, Raia, Goa
‘Money is just something, not everything’- oxem bhov
thodde zann mantat. Thodde mhunnttat ki duddu zavn asa mull, sorv vaitt
ghoddnnukamchem. Kaim zann duddu ek denvchar mhunnttat. Hem khorem kai fott tem
polleunk zai. BIBLE sangta tea pormonnem duddu vaitt nhoi, punn duddvancho môg
korop ki vaitt. Duddvanchi axea dhorlear somazant zaitem vaitt upzonk pavta.
Mhunnge duddvanchi axea dhorop zavn asa mull (root) sogllem vaitt upzovpak.
Duddu zavn asa khorêponnim ek hatyar (Tool) jivit sarunk, jivit udorgotin
vaddunk hea sonvsarant. Duddu khorchilea xivay kosli-i vost apli korunk zaina.
Zor sogott monxam sovem soman toren duddu astit zalear, sonvsarant vaitt
upraspachi matui khottpott zanvchi na. Monis jedna duddvanchea mogan piso zata
tedna, somazant noxtt bhitor sorta.
Duddvancho gulam zait zalear, odhik duddu komavop ek
vyason zata. Jitlo subeiz duddu ekttovta titlo unno disonk lagta. Jitlo chodd
duddu hatanim golltta, titli chodd mijeas monxachea monant utpon zata. Choddxe
pavtti ho duddu kallea vevharantlean ailelo asta. Duddvancho tann tache toklek
choddtta ani apunn heram poros podvedar mhunn somzota. Taka oxem dispak lagta
ki duddvanim kiteim, koxem-i, kitlem-i viktem gheunk zata; sukh ani xanti
purian. Duddu subeiz astoch monis apsuvarti (selfish) zata ani monisponnacho
hok’k visorta.
Je monis thoddeach kalla modem girest zatat, te gorib
monxak kikont kortat. Okosmat ekttaileli dhon-dovlot pollevn apunn heram
sarkoch hadda-masachi veakti mhunn visortat. Duddu tanchi chintpachi xokti
bhoxttaita. Addechi dovlot hatanim yetoch, samkar aslolo monis lhan ani kirkoll
disunk lagta. Gorib monis koxtt korun aplem pott bhorta tori, to allxi mhunn
hinnsaita. To monis gorib urpachem karonn, tachem allxeponn mhunn moskoreo
korta. To gorib, sotan ani nitin jiyeta mhunn visorta. Tea-tea vavrak favo ti
mozuri vo pagar mello naslelean, choddxe zann goribuch urtat. Hem ek mukhel
karann somazant goribi jivi urpak. Na tor hea 20 vea xekddea uprant konnuch
monis goribin jeyeupak mozbur ascho naslo. Girest monis odhik girest zavpak,
goribancho vhoddlo hat asta. Hem niayallun upkar attovche boldek, girest monis
beiman zata.
Adim boro ani mannsugen jieupi monis purian, addecho
duddu hatanim yetoch bodolta. Dev pasun tacho chakor disunk lagta, jedna to
dhormik vavrak denngi divn aplem nanv porgottpak hokum dita. Duddu komavop
Devachench ek vordan mhunn to visorta. Devanuch taka bholaiki ani ginean heram
poros subeiz dil’lean, to subeiz duddu zoddunk pavla mhunn visorta. Jedna map
bhorta tedna, Dêv aslelem tem pusun vhorta, oslei ghoddneo polleunk mellttat.
Kiteak Devak ani gorvak (pride) poddona mhunn Povitr Pustokant sabar kodden
melltta.
Lognachi gozal yeta tedna, girest ani ut’tom girest
famili aplea boroborche familim xim sombond zoddttat. Gorib ghoranneant kednach
soirigot korun ghenat. Itlem asonui kazari zoddpem sodankal ekvottan jiyeta
mhunn khatri diunk zaina. Duddancho chodd mog aslelean, kaim ghov-bail kuxin
sortat; ghottasfott ghetat. Rajki fuddari goribanchea nanvan sabar yevzonneo
chalik laitat, punn tancho lav goribank mellonam. Modekot dolal astat te
nalayok astat.
Vostumcher duddu
khorch korop zavn asa ek rit hea sonvsaran jiyeupachi. Goribak toxem
girestak aple gorje pormonnem vostu vikteo ghevcheo poddttat. Konn kitlo
khorchita tem tea-tea monxache zoddicher tharlelem asta. Unne zoddicho monis
kuidadin poiso moddtta zalear, subeiz zoddpeak xim ani mer lagona. Kaim girest
monis naka thoim khorchun duddu hogddaitat. Je vostuchi khoreponnim goroz na
tori vikti ghetat. Ticho favo to vapor zainastana magir kochreache raxint poddtta.
Apnnem hem ghetlem, tem haddlem oxem vhoddponn mirovpak tancho jiv sontosta.
Thodde zann jevnna-khannachea nanvan itlo khorch kortat ki jevonn pottant rigta
tea von subeiz bhair poddtta. Kaim pavtti kuddik sonsonam toslem khann
ghetlelean, bholaikecher vaitt porinnam korun ghetat. Kaim pavtti unnem
zoddttolo monis pasun chukta. Togonk xokonant oslea vostunk lagon vo folgam
kospayank lagon, duddvancho vibadd korta. Magir goribkayek xirapun koslo faido?
Kaim zann fuddem-fuddem tokli virar korun bhonvtele distat.
Aple zoddi pormonnem zonn eklean bochot (saving)
korunk xikunk zai. Thoddo duddu somazachea boreponna khatir vaprunk zai. Oxem
kel’lean poile suvater dublleak adar melltta; dusre suvater somazant abru-man
melltta; tisre suvater apleach monak upott xanti melltta ani chovte suvater
Devacho nirontorim (unceasing) axirvad denvta. Zo monis oxem korpak fattim
sorta, to kaim pavtti vaitt vyasonache bhokik poddtta.
Novea Korarant Jezu Khristan pottovn dilam ki jem
sorkarachem tem sorkarak diyat ani Devachem tem Devak diyat. Hacho orth oso ki
tuje zoddintlean tuka favo tem môdd, urloleantlo 10vo vantto Devachea karyak
bhettoi ani lagu zata to khor (tax) chukoinastana sorkarak bhor. Mhunnttoch
duddu asop ekdom gorjechem. Duddu aslearuch monxan somazacho ek bhag koso jiyeunk
zata. Duddvanim sonvsar sudarta, fulta ani folltta. Punn soglem dhean-mon
duddvamcheruch dovrun monxan jiyeupak favona. Oxem kelear somazant noxtt bhitor
sortelench.
Duddu vo girestkay asop mhotvachem nhoy bogor vavr
korop ani mozuri mellovop mhotvachem. Hachi dekh amkam Jezu lagchean melltta.
Capernaum nograntlea devmondirant Aplea xisam ani pattlavdaram sangatan Jezu
bosun aslo. Tednach ek donddvosuldar (tax collector) Pedru-xim yeun vaspus
korta ki tancho guruji kor (tax) farik korta ki na? Jezun taka poixe divpachi
khoxi dakhoili. Eka tolleaxim vochun nustem goraunk Pedruk Jezun sanglem. Poilem
nustem farovtolem tachem tondd ugodd ani nanno bhair kadd mhunn formailem.
Pedrun toxench kelem ani to nanno kor farik korche khatir dondd-vosuldarachea
hatan dilo. He porim Jezun apli potti bhorli.
Jezun vizmit korun nanno upzoilo to sompeponnim bolsantleant
kaddun diunk zata aslo. Tea khatir nustem goravpacho thokos kiteak ghevop?
Hacho orth oso ki duddvam poros vavr xrestt. Dusrem karann mhollear zor sorvoi
nagrikank kor farik korop xoktichem asot zalear to konn eklean chukovop mhonnge
ek guneanv. Hea guneanva khal Jezuk jiyeunk nakam aslo.
Oslich dekh hanvem lhanponnim thavn apnnailea. Hanvem
duddu komavpa fattlean kednach naddbudh uzar korunk na. Sadem ani promannik
jivit sarpak vavurlam. ‘Tum xant jiye ani mhakai xant jiyeunk di’- hea
dhornnacher kayom ravla. Oslea jivitak orth na mhonn zaite zann mhojeo moskoreo
kortalet. Sangati bhurge ani ixtt dusreachea porsantle ambe-kaju kaddit zalear,
addavpacho proytn hanv kortalom. Tedna te mhojer challvotale ani ixttagotik ver
poddttali. Jivitant fottovop nagovop thoddem tori apnnauk zai, na tor hanv
fuddarak lachar zavn astolo; oxi budh ditale. Hanvem tankam nakarle ani mhojea
mona pormonnem jeyeupak laglom. Atam mhoje lagim kitem unnem asa xem mhaka
disona. Ghor, zomin, poiso ani mhotvachem mhollear ek moipaxi ani Dev
bhirantichem kuttumb mhoje lagim asa. Atam mhoje sovem subeiz duddu nasot tori
mhojea dheyak (principle) hanv yexesvi zala to polleun te ojeaptat. Apunn khoim
tori chukleat oxeo protikriya (reactions) kolloitat.
Mhozo sobav oso zo konn dhormacher va monis hok’kacher
add veta zalear, hanv rokddoch chabuk oddttam. Tea khatir kaim motlobi monis
mhojer ragar zatat tori hanv porva korina. Mhojea misanvacher (Mission) hanv
kayom asa, kalla pormonnem koslich toddzodd (compromise) korunk na. Osoch eka
disa eka padrixim vad zalo. Hanv Devak 10vo vantto dina oso mhojer arop aslo.
Tedna hanvem sanglem ki ‘10 pavttinim chodd 10vo vantto hanv farik kortam.
Hanvem to tujeach hatant dinvcho mhonn kaido na. Toxench mhoji zoddtti gheunk
Dev asa. Goroz asa tuvem aplo 10vo vantto Devak dila ki na to chovkoxi
korpachi’. Aichea kallar padri aplea sermavanim Donations ekttavpacher
chodd bhor ditole polleunk melltta. Hem chitr bodolpak zai. Na tor dhormak
fuddem luskonn zaunk xokta.
Vavr korop mhotvachem tori vavrachi nivodd korop tea
von mhotvachem. Hea vavrantlean Devachim subham dennim devun yetit kai na to
niyall korunk zai. Mhojea vaddeant ek famil asa tantunt ghov-bail ani teg put
asat. He bhurge 8 te 14 vorsam pirayeche. Bapui zoddtta tantuntlean ghor
dhadoxi asa tem hanv polletalom. Avchit bail Gulf-ant nokrek veta.
Ghovacho zabab aslo ki aplea ekleache zoddin ghor cholona. Atam 2 vorsam uprant
ghorant bodol zala to oso. Duddu aila punn mog sompla. Ghorant eka-mekak respet
na, xikxonnacher mon na. Hea bhurgeamchem bhurgeponn kabar zalam. Zun zal’lea
dadleam vorim te mosteponnam kortat. Hea voyar sobona toslim kortubam adartat. Hancho
fuddar kitem zatolo to niyallun polleyat. Duddvanchi axa korinastana tea avoi-bapain
sangatak ravon bhurgeank nitt rosto dakhoilolo zalear…………..
Duddvanche axen gorabe pisuddttele ami polletat.
Kiteak lagon pisuddleat hacher bhor ghalinant. Halinch Mumboint eka kristi
ghorabeant oxem odruxtt ailem. Ghov tarvotti dekhun bail dogam lhan bhurgeam
sangatan Vakola aplea ghorant ravtali. Avchit eka musolman tonnatteachea mogan
poddon duddu bangar ghevn pollon geli. Azunui ti bepot’ta asa. Ghov piso zala.
Bhurgim dukest ani niraxi zaleant. Tor hem kiteak lagon ghoddlem? Zor ghovak
duddvam poros familicho chodd mog aslo zalear, to Mumbointuch nokri kortolo
aslo. Thoddexe zoddin sukhi kuttumb rakhtolo aslo………….
Mhonttoch duddu sorvosv nhoy. Khoxe monan gorib tim
subhagi. Jim konn hem jitle vegim somzotat tim subhagi, sukhi raj tanchem !
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This article was published in the Goa’s Popular
Monthly JIVIT, April’2014 issue.
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